i just had to blog this, need to write things down somewhere.
need to make a point, perhaps.
heard some news at cell tonight that made me quite sad.
that reminded me of my own situation.
i just had to say this...
I really do not know the reasons for many sad events in life,
i still do not understand why many a times, you do not get in return what you have given. so much.
when it was genuine.
i still do not understand emotions.
i do not even know if i can trust my own feelings.
was what i used to believe in, merely a fanatsy i built for myself?
The Lord gives and takes away..
maybe He will take away mine, just as He took away many others.
Love is a choice. but yes, i was reminded, one made by 2 people.

maybe the truth is:
we are merely clay, and its the potter's right to do whatever He deems best for us.
maybe we should look beyond life right now, what we want, and what we think the world can offer, maybe then, we open up ourselves to a brand new world of opportunities and joy- from a source that i believe i can trust most.
maybe the truth is we fear the unknown too much, and we lack faith in the One who knows the beginning and the end, and the reaons i never knew.

i need a place of rest and shelter and protection.

This post is for a friend who had lost.