Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Happy 21st Birthday Jean

the last time i wrote one whole long post and then deleted it was many many months ago, when i was back in singapore. i just did it!

im glad i finished community diagnosis report. one big load off my mind and shoulders. the sense of accomplishment is great...

a lot to give thanks for:
1)aunty's report is good!
2)jeans birthday party went well
3)jean and i are getting better=)))we are happie babes
4)jean is getting happier as well.
5)my future flatmate tony offered his place to stay in manchester
6)im sick but i finished com diag in 7 hours
7)im sick but people fed me
8)my frog was sewn up by tony
9)i realised i can do many many things on my own, and i should stop depending on people so much.

next on...
travelling UK and Paris, leading the 2 boys
cooking, which i will resume when i return from my trip
getting thru year 1 and studying hard
looking for a flat-well, we've started!
dance- one big challange. choreograph and get everything sorted in 3 weeks.

But if God wills, He will see me through.

reflecting on the past school term..
i realised ive been convicted of many of my sins.
been wrong in many ways..
and i have decided to change..for the better.
things have gotten better since last term.. managing life overseas and yeah, just as a person..
but theres still loads i gotta learn to go a longer way.
i have been wrong and sometimes its hard to admit im wrong,but it must be done.
been tired.
cause ive been putting in quite a lot of effort into work, playing, resolving issues and just living...maybe tts why my body crashed at the end of term.

just one more. no 2, hurdles to go this week and ill be okae. but its one i do fear.. one that requires lots of courage and strength. but i guess, itd be a turning point.

i dunno why, but i feel some things will change in my life after this week, and after i return from my trip. intuition might be wrong... as it was proven so.

but never mind.. no point thinking..
im glad for tomorrow. an afternoon off for myself so i can regain clarity of thought and blog more coherent posts.

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