worlds apart

Its early on friday morning, 2am. I cant get to sleep.I know i should sleep because its a long long day tomorrow, and a longer weekend. But i cant. i feel that i should give some things their rightful thoughts. and so i sat down at my desk, asking the usual "whys", trying to search for some sort of insight. obviously, ive been worrying and dreaming at the same time.so i didnt get much sorted out.

played "worlds apart" on wmp. and i started thinking about choreography. a few lines to fine tune, and 3 verses to create.a long long way, but thank God for blessing us. I choreogrpahed half the song in one evening and night, my fastest and most original?(maybe not, mordern is not my forte. yet.)God is good. looking back on how we chose this song.. i cant deny that God really answered our prayers instantaneously. it only took me this long to realise that though. what better song can it be, than one which speaks so dearly to the choreographers life.

worlds apart-Jars of Clay

I am the only one to blame for this
somehow it all ends up the same
soaring on the wings of selfish pride
i flew too high and like Icharus I collide

with a world i try so hard to leave behind
to rid myself of all but love, to give and die

turn away and not become
another nail that pierces the skin of the one i love
more deeply than the oceans, more abundant than the tears
of the world embracing every heartache

can i be the one to sacrifice
to grip that spear and watch the blood and water flow

(to love you) take my world apart
(to need you) i am on my knees
(to love you) take my world apart
(to need you) broken on my knees

all said and done i stand alone
among remains of a life i should not own
it takes all i am to believe
in the emrcy that covers me

did u really have to die for me
all i am for all you are
cause what i need and what i believe are worlds apart