selfish pride.

block 3 is boring and dry. thats a fact no one can change. But it doesn mean i put in less effort or time into PBLs.i like medical school. i love medicine. i like talking to patients. and i adore physiology. but being involved in one of the most demanding and freaking expensive undergraduate professions in the world doesnt mean i am not entitled to a normal life-with ups and downs. with sadness and happiness. going through what any other young adult would. i am going to make it through first year, through second, through third. through all the 5 years. and im gonna ace it just you wait. dun say im not doing my best. dun even think about it. I am doing my best to live my life given to me as a gift, and not disappoint those who had made it possible. i hate it when im being made to feel im irresponsible, unappreciative and unloving. because you do not know how often i remember you all. even the strongest david fell, struggled but rose again. where is the faith you all used to have in me?

if this blog cant be an avenue for me to speak whats true in my heart, to be a real human being with real life struggles and hang ups, And not only to portray the strong and victorious times, then its better off going into silent mode.