Jean's coming back tomorrow

at the brink of adulthood. responsibilities.
I believe we are born with a free will, we have the freedom to make choices about most things in our lives. But with this freedom, also comes responsibilties. You are responsible for the consequences of your choices, whatever they might be. undesirable or pleasant. and being a young adult, it means you cant rely on anyone else to handle these consequnces. You're your own man, whatever it is, just settle it.

maybe then, some thngs would not appear as awful as they seem. because you are reminded that you made that choice, you chose that destiny. its not as if life has been bad to you.

on the other hand, you can still choose to be upset if u want. you can only be as hurt as you allow yourself to be.

only with hope and expectations can disappointment make a friend.

so with no hope, no expectations, and remembering responsibility, i live each day.
and i refuse to think this is pathetic.