Colours of Fall

Now, for real..

It's been a long time since i blogged properly. been busy, with work-its the end of block rush coursework to be done, PBLs to complete etc. But im coping well. got yesterday and tpday off, so i managed to finish a big part of coursework. PBL9 is small.. and quite rubbish if u want an honest opinion, so it should be fine.
Thank you Josh and Dominic for helping me with online journals and stuff yesterday! josh-i only need to know F8 mutations and possibly a wee bit of vWF i realised. Nat Rev was too deep!
dom-the catholic hierarchy was too complicated. i stuck with singapore education's system. boring.. but i knew it best cause of my daddy!*cheers dad!*
Thanks anyway guys, grateful for all ur help.
thank you to my *teddy bear* for always being so sweet and endearing.listening to me and offering "advice" haha.

im sick. had a fever 2 days ago. recurring cough and stuffy nose. my GP said "im sorry we cant do anything to help you, all you can take is paracetamol". wait before u make any judgements...i must be fair to her. maybe she was right. cause at that point in time, i didnt show any sever symptoms of flu. diagnosed as cold. which is right, paracetamol is the best solution. -phelgm fever only came after i saw her.-
But, i did feel, she could have done better with patient interactions.. just jumped straight into examination! thats not what we were taught to do!

k, let me not be quick to criticise.must learn and reflect,i sure wanna do better in future. want my patients satisfied, trusting me, and on the road to recovery! (not always possible i realised).when's my first GP/ward visit? 2 weeks time i think. excited!!!

anyway, do not worry about me. aaron sam and alithia are coming over to see me tonight, so sweet. aaron's gonna give me some strong lozenges and nasal spray and if needed prescribe some antibiotics.not bird flu! or meningitis (outbreak here).no worries.MY cell group leader-im in good hands! oh and alithia's 13 weeks pregnant.. we're all so excited.. new baby in the group!

past weekend has been fun just hanging out with Jean and Gordon on saturday, and having dimsum on sunday with 10 other people. I dunno if Jean and Gordon will read this soon, but im really blessed to have you guys as friends and cell group mates. Thsnk you for being honest with me, for caring so much to help me, to listen, to support me in my time of need. I really love you guys, and your company! esp to jean:i dunno how i can further xpress my gratitude, words ain enough, but i hope to show it through action someday!

yup, in times of need, 4 people have been standing by me. ommena, ambika, jean and Big G. Jean and Gordon esp-encouraging me from the word of God, helping me to see certain things clearly, telling me"this is how God speaks!"haha. they are a cool bunch. and yeah.. honestly, my walk could be better than what it is now. and i think i gotta be the one making the first move. God has been gracious to speak to me directly through sermons and people. and more powerfully, the Holy Spirit. its all up to me now to improve my walk. to draw closer to Him.

and you know, the kind of struggle when im so luke warm. (uhoh.. ) and u dun even feel like being enthusiastic. aye..ill sort it out in time to come.
the days are getting shorter. i am now 8 hours behind singapore. it gets dark at 5.*sobs*

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