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heya!
Im HOME in singapore:)
It's really good to be back here.
Ive waited for this for a long long time!
the academic year at glasgow had been so eventful, and i think this summer, is a well-deserved break! studied so hard and so much-i hope to get good grades:)been quite active in chinese church as well-dance, action group and all.. a bit of sing soc responsibilties, keeping friendships.i think all these were great opportunities to grow and learn, and it did help me a lot. but it too out a lot from me as well.

had my fair share of fun: easter holidays, year ball, the usual crapping about with ambika and my hall people, sociailising etc. i cant complain much. It's been good.
good and bad..overall i would say its been a bit more difficult than 2005-post a levels till before i left in september. but... but.. (there's always a but..)im joyful because i know at least, its my "assigned lot". everything has a beautiful purpose!

would like the next 3 months to be a real chill out session.
I don't wanna RUN or CHASE after anything like i used to.
i want to try to wait for things to happen.
of course, for God, ill wanna do my best to run.
other than that.... hmmm is it worth it?i still don't know. there's no meaning. (ecclesiastes)
i think im tired, mentally and emotionally.
i want to try being laid back for a while, do things at a slower pace.

for now,
it's just the cambodian mission trip im gonna focus on.
the maker, the people and the team.
Im so excited! i love kids.. and i hope to make a difference, especially, for them:)
i feel even more excited for people like alfred-whose going to kenya for 6 weeks! and weiyao and carol to yunnan for electives! .. 8 days is so short... i want to be able to stay longer in a place to understand their culture and lifestyle better!
well, if the opportunity arises..

my first day back, was spent at mission trip meeting. hehe.
its nice being back in the midst of these friends-andrew, alex and all the crazy people form church! they're so hilarious!ill get to see more peope tml! at pet's party.. yeay!!!

went banking and shopping with dad, siblings and joey today..
dad was so nice.. he asked me to pay using my sup card! he hasnt seen me for so many months and he's so willing to let me buy stuff! love my daddy so much:)
my first lunch was.. bah chor mee!
strangem it tatsed different.. not as nice as it should be.. i think there's smth wrong with my taste buds.. felt a bit sick..
maybe i need more rest, or maybe its the mefloquine..im supposed to take a loading dose-once everyday. its supposed to be taken once a week, starting one week before the trip. but i was in glasgow.. so gotta take the loading dose.. im afriad! cause it might cause me some temporary psychosis.. i dun want!

hee..

we're having duck for dinner tonight:)
parents having bible study..
ill chill, talk online, prepare worship songs, furniture shop?and world cup opening at midnight!!im supporting spain!!!

-alright, its good to be home, im happy, sorrie guys its family only before cambodia, cause dad took leave specially for me. after cambodia ill come out from my hole!-