i wish to have the entire night sky to myself,
i wish for all the stars to fall down on me,
as if the heavens were pouring its mercy an blessings on me.
answering all my deepest wishes.
- nothing but a fantasy and always will be.

the searing pain, i cant even make sense of it myself.
a resounding hollowness,
waiting for a change.

given up questioning,
almost done with whats left of hope and wishes.
void of despair and selfish desires,
only a resounding hollowness.

i am so hollow, so hollow, so hollow.