With Love, To Jesus

This is a crazy life.

Thursday
wake- 645am for work
walked 45 min to gartnavel hospital
start work 730am
told them i had to go off at 930am (haha)
sneaked to the the library, planted myself on the computers and did coursework for 6 whole hours, usng specialist texts and what have you. hope medical illustration has helped me scan the pics.
took the 430pm bus back to the western
gave tuition to the yr 1s till 630pm
home- knackered but completed courework anyway

Friday
wake 830am (almost late!) for PBL. almost wanted to miss it
after which went to morrisons.
bumped into max, gave him a ride home- i think i appeared too nice. its not good to be tooo generous sometimes, people get embarassed when they feel they have to return the favour
cooked THAI GREEN CURRY for the yr 3s with my new recipe! *high five*
230pm- started on my first PBl question.. fell asleep for 20 min on the sofa :(
4pm- left house for ACTION GROUP.
630pm- went back to SL to do PBl
1130pm- left for home.
1am- finished making fruit salad for today..
crashed

saturday
615am- wake for 7am work at the western
7-11am: being a successful vampire, drawing bloods from several dozens
came home, did some tidyin up. left for the Botanics for "space monkey" outing!
haha will post pictures soon and you can guess who's part of this 5-ver gang.
430pm- home... my calfs are dying. im SO tired. I really am....

Lessons Ive learnt:
1. being a witness for Christ Jesus is not just about saying the words and telling people they need the Lord. its about being a living testimony (it adds power to your words and is soooo influential), living as Christ were in you.

2. its not about getting what i need, or what i think the kingdom needs- but its sometimes, making yourself nothing and offering other services nothing to do with church to people. even if seems like they are "making use of you" . you get what i mean. theres a fine line between stupidity and humility. but be careful, what seems like foolishness to this world may not be so in the eyes of jesus.

3. love your patients and never demand you way around the wards. for even if you are in a commanding position, you need not BE superior like its "supposed" to be. You do not need power to be influential.

4. But work hard, measure yourself against the standards of God and not Man. competence is what gains people's trust in you, coupled with compassion and care. God strived excellence.

5. do not seek rewards for yourself, because if you do, youd be hurting when rejection finds you straight in your face. not once, not twice.... but even more. Seek First His kingdom and His righteousness, and all the rest will be given to you. Seek God. He's all we need in this life and forever. there is great joy in surrendering :)

6. if you must, excuse yourself and cry behind toilet doors. but when you do, allow only 5 min. "its not about me Jesus, its about you."

It's the road less taken, but i know He's love has never left you since yesteryears
It's a long and winding road, I hope you enjoy every twist and turn.