I am Yours and You are mine

It's not "why me? why this? how can you be so cruel?", but rather
"Who are you God?"
"What are you trying to teach me?"

I need to learn forgiveness, I need to choose each new day- Him.
I need to let my maker fill me.

There are so many things in this world I dont understand and i struggle to figure out.
there are a lot of people i care for, a lot of things i am passionate about. sometimes, these become stresses in themselves.
But i gotta remind myself, patience.
maybe not today, not tomorrow... but definately, someday...
Its not in my hands nor my capacity, to dictate the fate of events. If it were, id probably ruin people's lives. thats how uncapable I am, compared to the hands of God.

It is however, within my means to persevere in prayer.

Its God, I trust. In Him, i shall place my hope for tomorrow, and hope for this generation.
This LOVE, is all i need to cling onto for all my life.
My deepest desires, and needs are found in him. The person I am made to be is found in Him. I am complete...
The Lord is the answer to life.. to our world.

In the chaos, in the confusion, You are Sovereign still