God is BIG BIG BIGGER than Life!

Now my heart's desire is to know You more
To be found in You and know as Yours
To possess by faith what I could not earn
All surpassing gift of righteousness

Oh to know the power of Your risen life
And to know You in Your sufferings
To become like You in Your death, my Lord
So with You to live and never die.


it's a struggle. esp when you are on the frontlines fighting the battle.. but no one ever said it was gonna be easy, right? being slapped and slammed front, back, left right, upside down! seriously.. this is suffering.
but never will it be greater than what Jesus went through for us. And im glad we have that comfort and that life, new life, in Him.
Its jsut a matter of receiving it by faith... soon soon, ill get there.

Im truly thankful for wonderful brothers and sisters You have sent to me to get through this ordeal.
Jean-for your advice that always brings me back to the Lord, and not on earthly wisdom (tt seriously screws up my mind)..for reminding me to forgive.. for being steadfast. always there.
and for being fair:)
Dilane and Nora- Im so glad we can have each other in this suffering, to pray and carry each other's burdens. With us praying for each other, we know that we can face the battle stronger at any one time... special friends!
michelle and phuiyee- i *heart* you for your trust in me. after ur exams we must catch up more okay! single sisterhood rawks!
princess- i know ure reading this! and its been a week since we spoke. but im remembering you. really miss you, its been 1 year! but thank you for being the one who will stay up all night with me. Smile hun :)

and for space monkeys *ERM*
haha mum and dad too!

not me, not why, but what can i learn? how can i do better for God and those He loves deeply...