Stepping Out to Talk, a bit.

Today, was the start of a new week. A chance to start afresh.
Woke up early, hoping to take a morning RUN. Unfortunately, Mr weather man was not friendly. Got up quite sleepy, got ready to meet my BIL and then i received a text saying he was ill. post-phoned till tomorrow- get well soon!

anyway, i decided to go out. i really wanted a break from home.
took the mrt to city hall, walked around Raffles city for about 1.5 hours? spent my esprit $100 voucher:), visited the opticians, caught up on what ive been missing out in the past 6 months.. then settled down in MOS to study. man, i felt like i was in JC.

ice milk tea- the only one i will ever drink, that is from MOS.
sat at one corner, single seater:) and took out PBL 8.5 ready to mug. brain injury.. cool stuff.
it was a fruitful session. focus as best as i could.
ocassionally would get distracted by people talking really loudly.
teenagers... and their love lives... seriously, kids, it's not a game.
and then, these older girls, uni prob, talking about their pre-marital sex lives. just beside me. grr
i wonder how it can be taken this lightly.
some girl commented that she doesnt believe in men, and wow, she really seemed so... tough. i was envious of that ability, but only for a moment...
can you love someone without believing in him?

anwyay, whatever, i think studying outside works for me. but i need to rmb a sweater.

oh, i shall post pictures of my baptism real soon. there are 80 of them, so i sugggest you go to facebook and view the entire album:) but my current thoughts?

I married the bestest man ever
and though he cant be with me right now, (which makes life sucks a bit)
ill look forward to the day we will be reunited again.


i just want to know, every single second and minute of my life, that He loves me so much, so deep, above anyone else.



oh, and i learnt something over the past week, too, that He, My jesus, loves those whom i love a lot, MUCH MORE than I ever will. who am i, i am but a human being..
I know, they are in safe hands, and they can be truly happy, and thats what matters most right?

randomness..

bhavani- ams little niece in luton, london! aint she sweet and adorable. i want her too! can couples please start having more kids, id babysit!

this is her pink doll house.. so sweet.. haha ams and i want 1 too. see- every girl has a fantasy of being a princess, just like in a fairy tale.

wedding dinner i attended with grandma the first monday i was back. argh. not the best place to be this time, haha. but anyway, decided to dress up for the fun of it. in my living room! after i came home, mei mei and i started some crazy photo whoring. i tried, to fly. tried. this is the 5th shot, and she got me in mid air! not bad eh- reminds me of one episode in ANTM. haha.