Therapy~

1st and foremost- I thank God for MY PINK ANGEL PRINCESS (you know who you are!!) who has written a 6000+ letter to me and its still not done! next in line is... SUE CHA CHA, my everlasting friend who's life encourages me to HOPE, and who's prayers i know will make a difference. not forgetting, MISS JEAN SOO (and i hope ud be happy when u read this!) for being a steadfast flatmate, always ready to listen to me and offer me.... oranges?

let me tell you what you can get me if u want to make me REALLY happy:
whenever you visit town, please get me a box of 8 mini cookies from "Millies"- i like white chocolate, cherry, triple chocolate, ginger, toffee popcorn, rainbow, strawberry chocolate. I dislike: peanut with chocolate, oatmeal and raisin, cranberry and white chocolate or any other berries with it.
if you;re broke, a muffin would be nice!- NO triple chocolate or blueberry please.
-this is comfort food a girl needs-

if you've got more money, you could sponsor a trip i make to "Accesorize" or "mango" or "zara". but obviously, you dont. unless you're my daddy-who actually might not sponsor me too,sigh. mummy is still the best.

did i mention?- i really like the prawn and chicken soup with spinach noodles thing i had for dinner. its really my cup of tea.that flat is my cup of tea.

i hate PBL esp when they are on the kidneys- BUT i feel psyched up to mug hard- so i can be the independent kick ass high flyer woman that everyone is scared of. there's nothing to achieve now anyway. i dont want to kill patients- that sounds more PC.

sigh. sigh. i need the gym to get some power pack arms and tummy. but im still sick.chronic cough.
for once, i appreciate my family doc who gives me antibiotics asap.

i remember watching the movie "Left behind" when i was 16- just before i sat for my Os. and i remember it was so sad. do u know how scary, and how terribly smashing it is to have to leave someone you love behind? and i dislike it when im being forced to. unless you tell me you're catching up. ohana- no one gets left behind.
it is not in sarah's dictionary and memory to leave someone she loves behind.

also, im into rainbows recently. i want rainbow cookies, rainbow icecream, rainbow earrings, rainbow tee shirts, rainbow belts... a real rainbow. all of which i have. None.

ive never realised sleeping was so nice till this week. i suddenly feel like ive finally understand 1/2 of what my sister is all about- i hope you;re reading this!

sigh. whats the point of going somewhere when you know half of them wont be there when you're back? im not satisfied with 4/5!

daddy! stop spelling it as YAP. its YUP.

oh, actually if you really wanna be a good friend and make me happy people, u dun have to spend money. please just PRAY. that means so much more to me than anything else. because i believe prayers, and i say SSSS.. make a whole lot of a difference, wun you agree with me?:)so ask me if you bother enough.

our hearts (n im speaking to all ladies) are the most important part of our entire being, please guard it with all your might.

oh! dont think i dunno where i got that extra 20 pound from. take it back or you'll find 6 tubs of B&Js outside your door.

they always say, "you're still so young..."i hate that cliche sometimes.. maybe cause i tend to be over eager about living life- and running a step ahead of myself, my youth.. maybe thats why i get into this much trouble.but ive learnt and i really agree.
im still so young. We are still so, so young. there's so much ahead of us. so many opportunities.. there;s no rush, isnt it? BUT having said that, life is short.
and you;ve only got one, on this earth.
Live it.

i shall end with this quote from Grey's Anatomy, "Pain is there for a reason...."
- God has His eternal purpose. And it is always the BEST for us. never to harm us, nor anyone, really..when we can finally embrace this, that we start to live.
- ill tell u why pain is needed in the human body when get to my special study module in feb.

love hurts, but its worth it. love hurts, only for a while.