15th september 2006

It's been 2 weeks since i absent myself from the blogging scene- too caught up with the other nitty gritty in life.
in another 24 hours, ill be on board EK349, onward to Dubai, then Glasgow.
bye sunny island...

its a 50-50% thing.
i have to go.
i dont mind going back.
there are certain advantages to being there-the freedom, the environment, the education.
but i like singapore.
well, people i love are here.
ive got almost everything i want and need.
but it seems also that i should belong somewhere.

its been an enjoyable 3 months.
my first summer...
was spent embarking on new events.
and reminiscing old, disappointing and embarassing ones.
it has been a painful reality to face up too.
well, one has to pay for the consequences of ones mistakes right?

and it doesn really comfort to know that what lies ahead might only be tougher. most probably is...
getting adjusted to the new flat.
the infamously difficult yr 2 cirriculum.
new areas of service at GCCC
the job i so have to get.
being a senior
being a girlfriend.

and the usual roles in everyday life, that actually, is the most taxing..
being a daughter, a sister, a friend.

i wish i could split myself up into a million parts.
then sleep.sleep.sleep.