it's 2am in the morning.still in the SL.
the mood aint as good as before, as the night becomes long, and the weariness sinks in-from revision.
Just spoke to my parents, whining about missing home, and the dreadful exams-15 days.
I have this craving for clear tom yam soup with glass noodles, and Hokkien mee. the more i think of home, and the more i try to complete Polio.. the more irritable i become.
haha, the funny thing is Im not angry. I dont get pissed.
when im feeling irritable, i actually feel like whining.

okay enough of this.
- in the background, 3 year 2s are throwing small balls around...goodness.-

Saw the sunset just now, and it was beautiful.
God speaks to me through nature.
Im thankful for He did lift me up from my distress when I called upon His name.
Im thankful for He gave me the peace of heart and mind.
Indeed, He is the Almighty, who directs and moulds.
How great are His thoughts!
How infinite are His ways, of reaching to us, who are so small.
I will never be able to fully comprehend all His purposes,
but Im sure they are good.

So even as You have so mercifully comforted and encouraged me,
I continue to seek Your will.
Teach me to be obedient to your ways,
and to learn to be submissive.
Reveal to me all unknown sin in my life,
and all my transgressions towards others.
Help me to be humble,
help me to forgive in your love oh God,
Grant me the courage to trade my desires for Your eternal will.
more of you, less of me.
Father will u put a smile on my face, especially tomorrow, that is real and sincere.
may nothing ever rob me of that joy of knowing you.

Lastly,
will you also bless all those who are dear to me:
my family
my home church
my closest friends in glasgow
and the unsaved.

Thank You Lord.

Amen.