on trial

its the 2nd consecutive day im staying in the SL after ten.
why? because im on a studying streak this week-huge PBLs on immunology and a coursework to submit next thursday. and, i cant seem to study in my room. facing the four walls makes my mind wander and wander... the impending doom of loneliness.
im going to stay late tomorrow too, want to finish PBL 8 before the weekend. i cant wait for next week, because it will be the end of Block 1! yeay!

dun think im a horrid mugger k. i work hard, and play hard. just that its nearing end of block, so lotsa learning to do. i think ill go to town this weekend, kinda retail therapy? hah. might go for nottingham games in 2 weeks time.. and in another 3 weeks, GRACE camp!im really looking forward to my first church camp overseas.
oh its halloween next monday and people are going mad! haha. i might go for some party and look at the costumes people are gonna have. well, i know rasti is gonna be a pirate and alfred.. swore he was going to turn up as a (cute) hamster. haha. hope e doesn read this.

other upcoming things include plans to start a dance ministry in YM, with kenneth-)how cool is that....but i shoudl give it more prayer.. and though and discussion with others. Kristy where are u? i need your help!heh.

right...
its a dark and lonely night in glasgow.and it will get worse. sigh.
the yr 3s are gonna have their ssm exams tml.should i or should i not call?
things are getting so difficult. i need strength and wisdom from God.
but do i really want it?

a really cute statement from a friens,"beh appy nds ileal ways"
i cant.