Jeremiah 29

had 3 days of introductory lectures, school's officially starting next monday
>>>my 1st PBL!>>>time to hit the books. hee.

med sch has been real good so far. the doctors and advisors are so inpsiring.esp the one today by Dr Phils on "becoming a doctor". cheeky man, but he made lotsa good sense, i cant rmb all the quotes. but i rmb some like "People think that doctors are the most brilliant people in the world,I think that doctors are ordinary people whose extraodinary talents (which we all have), are being realised and captured." AGRREED. "if the medical profession is the most well respected profession in the world, you should have earned your place in it by humility and hardwork." DOUBLE THUMBS-UP.

halfway through his lecture, i was already thanking God, once again. for this opportunity. im grateful to my parents for supporting me, its one of life's greatest blessings to have such wonderful parents. Mummy and daddy, if u ever read this (haha i dun think so), i love you so much.God showed me love through my parents. and i think its far greater than any other sort of love ive received all my life.

while i cant wait for school to start and my brains cracking after 9 months, while i also cant wait for me to settle down in church properly, im missing something, someone. theres a void in my soul. longing for something greater. and i know only Him can satisfy. its funny to say "i miss God", but i feel like i do.i really do.

i dunno.. theres just so much more under current going on in my mind, behind everything else. these days are going to be dark and sad.therefore, jeremiah 29.