dazed

saturday evening..
was supposed to go to loch lomond this morning with jean, but we woke up late and it was too late.. decided to go next week.
was supposed to play frisbee with other people too, but i was lazy.
woke up at 12am. dazed. a bit light headed..i thought i had vertigo.. but i had to nausea or flu-like symptoms in the past weeks.. so.. dunno whats wrong with me actually.

ambika, jean, tony and i ended up at Morton's to talk about our flat next year...
gonna go flat hunting soon! yeay!

jean and i dropped by meech's flat later on to seek some advice. i love their house. its so warm and cosy.. i really cant wait to get my own place.. i really really cant wait..

daddy, jean and i proceeded to asda to shop for groceries. im buying proper food!

came home, cooked tortellini, dried clothes. going to iron soon. bathe, blow my hair..PBL,do accounts.. settle OM, quiet time.. sleep?

im in a daze...
3 weeks to easter... im supposed to be excited but im not! maybe its the thought of having to start revision for exams.. grrr..
maybe im just tired. from... all the people and things runnign through my mind.

oh.. i love my daddy.
he bought me a bag from charles and keith that was actually nice for the first time? haha.
he allowed me to move out next year though its gonna be quite expensive..
he texts me,
he's gonna allow me to go for missions..
he's sending my brother and cousin here in easter..
and he asked me if i wana go home next easter..
thank you daddy!

i miss my daddy and mummy.. and everyone at home..