how lazy and spastic can i get.. haha this is what happens when u study too much.

went to sue cha cha's place for dinner on thursday!watched figure skating and talked loads..jean monkey and i had ourselves wrapped in duvets cause it was freezing!!!

trying to look like people in the magazines.. but obviously.... we failed. haha

ambika and prince..... my dearest frog.. haha we were on our occassional and random photo taking spree

dazed

saturday evening..
was supposed to go to loch lomond this morning with jean, but we woke up late and it was too late.. decided to go next week.
was supposed to play frisbee with other people too, but i was lazy.
woke up at 12am. dazed. a bit light headed..i thought i had vertigo.. but i had to nausea or flu-like symptoms in the past weeks.. so.. dunno whats wrong with me actually.

ambika, jean, tony and i ended up at Morton's to talk about our flat next year...
gonna go flat hunting soon! yeay!

jean and i dropped by meech's flat later on to seek some advice. i love their house. its so warm and cosy.. i really cant wait to get my own place.. i really really cant wait..

daddy, jean and i proceeded to asda to shop for groceries. im buying proper food!

came home, cooked tortellini, dried clothes. going to iron soon. bathe, blow my hair..PBL,do accounts.. settle OM, quiet time.. sleep?

im in a daze...
3 weeks to easter... im supposed to be excited but im not! maybe its the thought of having to start revision for exams.. grrr..
maybe im just tired. from... all the people and things runnign through my mind.

oh.. i love my daddy.
he bought me a bag from charles and keith that was actually nice for the first time? haha.
he allowed me to move out next year though its gonna be quite expensive..
he texts me,
he's gonna allow me to go for missions..
he's sending my brother and cousin here in easter..
and he asked me if i wana go home next easter..
thank you daddy!

i miss my daddy and mummy.. and everyone at home..

Sexual reproduction

PBL 4.3 is soooooo bad!
Ive only finished 3/6 questions in 2 days! help!
The PBL is humongous... 2 questions-12 pages. goodness.
im in the SL now, taking a wee break from work.. its so tiring! mind blowing.. grrr.. haha everyone's saying they will not finish it by tomorrow..
we watched a video on sexual repro. yesterday.. some parts were totally unnecessary.. while others, were really intriguing..and its the first time ive actually seen someone deliver a baby! quite gruesome.. but when the baby was born! i felt so happy...=)))another new life in this world.. another chance, another hope for someone to make a difference..

heh. i want an attachment in O&G!!
havent seen a natural delivery.. only a caesarian.
but i think O & G is more than just delivering babies.. and i wanna experience the rest of it..
i dunno what i wanna do yet.. its still so early.. and i need more exposure to other fields. but i think i do know what im not inclined towards.. full blast surgery is eh no no.. paeds... NO. dermatology, radiology, plastics, ENT.. orthopaedics..
so whats left? cardio! Obs and Gyn, oncology, endocrinology.. hmm ambika and i decided we need to ocassionally "cut people up". haha. oh someone once said, if i wanna do missions, its good to get some surgery training..

okay. enuff wondering and dreaming.i better get down to studying..if not ill become Dr 007. aye..

haha I COOKed this.. sweet and sour pork.. haha havent cooked anythign fancy in ages... making a come back next tuesday!

valerie dear yr 2 senior, and me! haha all CNY pics

sean and jess! haha.. forfeit.. forfeit

dance girls!! Ling, Lorraine, Sarah and Jean!!! i miss dance i wanna do it again!

sarah and shirley da jie-IMU yr 3!

our last position!!!

year one steamboat at jonnathan's place-QM!!! ambika got food poisoning after that haha!

on the train back to glasgow... ambika terrified me of course!

me in the cab!!!!!!

cutehamster in the ball hahah

uncle pohsungs family and the two of us!

kelvins table and the both of us!

kelvin and sarah!-he was the nights official MSN , messenger. haha. well done drhamster

ambika, sabrina toh (bham medicine yr 1. ex RJ), sarah

sarah, kemmy (ex RJ, nottingham law)and ambika

glasgow people from stratheclyde

Ganesh, sarah, wang li, ambika and kemmy (ex RJC)

CNY lunch at long fong-my cell group!!-the cheong fan rocks la!

MOusey!!!!!!! and dodgy ambika in the backgroun doing "i know what"

me in bethan's toy room!- oh ambika and i went to manchester over the weekend, 2 weeks ago for Sing NIte UK 06.. stayed at uncle pohsungs place.. it was so fun!!

Me and ambika! at sing soc CNY dinner at Pekking Court.

Im back!

Im back from a long blog vacation!
Life has been busy...
Since i came back to Glasgow, i was preoccupied with people. keeping up with friends, and work, and church, and dance!! yup, also trying to get my lifestyle in order-budgeting, accounts, household chores, eating habits, exercising!
its been tough... emotionally and physically demanding.
and hey you alfred! who thinks im not as strong in both aspects, as i think I am.. just you remember and watch out! haha.
yup, loads of lessons learnt, many more to come, if i would allow myself to face up to them and accept them. working at it!
but it's been so fun as well...
Dance just ended today!!! im missing it already... my first ever originally choreographed piece!-5.20 min, to "worlds apart". im proud of my accomplishment here! haha but im more proud of the girls, Ling, Lorraine and Jean who were so dedicated despite the difficulties and limited time we had. They did really really well..and im so glad to have to known the BBCs so much better as well!
Really glad for the experience and opportunity..
oh and ambika and many people who dun usually come to church came as well! chris, ling, ambika, kingsin, joyce, siew yi, shirley...! so many more!!!
It's the start of block 4...
disease-CHD, dementia, lung cancer, sexual health and COPD! much more interesitng other than the social parts...
but yes, life is going on fine, ordered and reasonably happy.. so theres nothing i can complain about!
up coming....sushi buffet by chefs sarah li, alfred tan, jean soo and gordon so.
more dance? as kenneth the master says so. sue cha's dinner! chris's hockey match, getitng a new phone!!!, more PBLS and revision for the june exams, planning for easter trip and summer! and yeah... loads of food, shopping, running around scotland and transfusion!!!!-CMF (christian medical fellowship) evangelistic event this week!
hurray!

If you ask me to name you instantly one thing my parents taught me, that is to stand up on my own 2 feet and stand up for myself.

So, tell me how much people know about me-the past and the present.
tell me, how many friends know exactly whats going on in my life-my heart,my mind and my soul.
tell me, if you can absolutely understand me-the past, the present.

you do not know.

life is full of changes. we grow through ups and downs. we fall. we cry like the world has come to and end. yet. we rise to our feets with confidence once again. we fight. we live. we love.

tell me, who ever said there are absolute rights and wrongs in everything in the world.what lifestyle and decisions that seem the best to you, need not be with someone who has gone through different experiences in life.

if you truly cared for a person, if you truly were a friend, you will never cease to believe in that person. at least, this is my belief.

tell me, who doesn go through bad days.
tell me, who IS living in a dream world?
one who cannot accept that there are other human beings with real hang ups trying their best to stand up again, or one who openly admits her screw ups in life.

if there is another thing i would like to make clear to everyone, that is, i love my parents and my family so much more than words can describe. they believe in me, and so do in them. distances will never tear us apart despite our occassional arguments and fights. because we LOVE each other. this simple. and LOVE never fails. so dun you dare assume what my parents would do and think. and dun u dare insult , disrespect them and hurt them. I will stand up for people i love. and i know the next person who will stand up next to me is my father.